les 1

Blessed child, your prayer wounded my maternal heart... 

and drawing me from Heaven, I am already close to my child, to give her my lessons, all of Heaven.

Look at me, dear child: thousands of angels surround me, and reverent are all in waiting, to hear me speak of that Divine Fiat, whose fount [bron] I possess, more than anyone. I know Its admirable secrets, Its infinite joys, Its indescribable happiness, and Its incalculable value. 

To hear my child calling me, because she wants my lessons on the Divine Will, is the greatest feast for me - the purest joy. If you listen to my lessons, I will call myself fortunate to be your mother. Oh, how I sigh to have a child who wants to live only from the Divine Will! 

Tell me, O child, will you make me content? Will you give your heart, your will, all of yourself, into my maternal hands, that I may prepare you, dispose you, fortify you, empty you of everything, so as to be able to fill you completely with the light of the Divine Will, and form in you Its Divine Life? 

Place your head upon the heart of your celestial Mama, and be

attentive in listening to me, so that my sublime lessons may make you

decide never to do your will, but always that of God.

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My child, listen to me...

It is my maternal heart that loves you very much, and wants to pour itself out upon you. Know that I have you here, inscribed in my heart, and that I love you truly, as my child. But I feel a sorrow, because I do not see you as similar to your Mama. 

Do you know what renders us dissimilar? It is your will, that takes away from you the freshness of grace, the beauty that enamors [bekoren, verliefd maken] your Creator, the strength that conquers and bears everything, the love that consumes everything. In sum, it is not that Will which animates your celestial Mama.

You must know that I knew my human will only to keep it sacrificed in homage to my Creator. My life was all of Divine Will. From the first instant of my Conception, I was molded, warmed and placed into Its light, which purified my human seed with Its power, in such a way that I was conceived without original sin. 

Therefore, if my Conception was spotless, and so glorious as to form the honor of the Divine Family, it was only because the Omnipotent Fiat poured Itself upon my seed, and pure and holy I was conceived. If the Divine Will had not, more than a tender mother, poured Itself upon my seed in order to prevent the effects of original sin, I would have encountered the sad destiny of the other creatures – that of being conceived with original sin.

Therefore, the primary cause was wholly the Divine Will. To It be honor, glory, thanksgiving for having been conceived without original sin.

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Now, child of my heart, listen to your Mama... 

Banish [uitbannen] your human will. 

Content yourself with dying rather than concede one act of life to it. 

Your celestial Mama would have been content with dying thousands and thousands of times, rather than do one single act of my will. Do you not want to imitate me? 

Ah, if you will keep it sacrificed in honor of your Creator, the Divine Will will take the first step in your soul, and you will feel molded with a celestial aura, purified and warmed, in such a way as to feel the seeds of your passions being annihilated. You will feel placed in the first steps of the Kingdom of the Divine Will. 

Therefore, be attentive. If you are faithful in listening to me, I will guide you, I will lead you by the hand along the interminable ways of the Divine Fiat. I will keep you sheltered under my blue mantel, and you will be my heart, my glory, my victory - as well as yours.

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