mama

My child, you must know...

that from the moment I was conceived, I loved you as mother.

I felt you within my heart, I burned with love for you, but I did not know why. The Divine Fiat made me do things, but kept their secret hidden from me. But as He incarnated himself, He revealed the secret to me, and I understood the fecundity of my maternity.

As I was to be not only Mother of Jesus, but Mother of all. 

This maternity was to be formed on the stake of suffering and of love. 

My child, how much I loved you, and do love you! 

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Now listen, dear child... 

to the point one can reach, when the Divine Will takes operating life in the creature, and the human will lets It work, without impeding Its step. 

This Fiat, which by nature possesses the generative virtue, generates all goods in the creature: It renders her fecund, giving her maternity over all – over all goods, and over the One Who created her. 

Maternity says and means true love: heroic love - love which is content with dying to give life to the one it has generated. Without this, the word maternity is sterile, it is empty, and is reduced to a mere word, but does not exist in fact. 

Therefore, my child, if you want the generation of all goods... 

let the Fiat take Its operating life in you, which will give you maternity... 

and you will love everyone with the love of a mother. 

And I, your Mama, will teach you... 

how to fecundate [vruchtbaar maken] this maternity... 

all holy and divine, within you.

[mei 1930, dag 20]