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I write only to obey and to fulfill the Will of God alone.

I was thinking to myself: ‘My always lovable Jesus tells me many times that I must be the copy of my Celestial Mama, and therefore embrace everything and make up for all, to be able to impetrate [aandringen tot, smeken om] the longed for Fiat, just as the Sovereign Queen impetrated the longed for Redeemer. 

But how can I do this? She was holy, conceived without original sin. I, on the other hand, am one of the littlest and poorest creatures, conceived with original sin, like all the children of Adam, full of miseries and weaknesses. 

How then shall I be able, to follow the flights of the Sovereign Lady in the Divine Volition, in order to impetrate upon the earth the so longed for Fiat, which my sweet Jesus wants to reign?’

Now, while I was thinking of this...

my sweet Jesus came out from within my interior... 

and clasping me tightly in His arms, told me: 

“My daughter, my Mama was conceived without original sin so that She might be able to impetrate the longed for Redeemer, because it was right and decorous [welvoeglijk] that not even the seed of guilt would ever have existence in the one who was to be my Mother. 

She was to be the noblest, the holiest of all creatures - but of a divine nobility, and of a holiness all similar to Her Creator, that He might find in Her so much grace and capacity as to be able to conceive the Holy of Holies – the Eternal Word.

Many times creatures also do this... 

when having to keep precious things and of great value, they prepare most clear vases, and of a value equivalent to the precious things which are to be kept in them. 

On the other hand, if those are ordinary things and of little value, they prepare vases of clay and of very little value, nor do they have the care of keeping them under lock and key, as they do with the most clear vase. Rather, they keep them exposed. 

So, from the preciousness of the vase, and from the way it is kept, one can know whether the things contained in it are precious and of great value. 

Now, since I was to receive Her blood, in order to be conceived in Her womb, it was right that both Her soul and Her body be most clear, and that She be enriched with all possible imaginable graces, privileges and prerogatives that God can give and the creature can receive. 

[19.3.1926]