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I was following the Acts of the Divine Fiat, and it seemed to me that in each of Its Acts that I followed It prepared for me Its blowing Breath of Love, which It contained within Itself and longed to unleash from Itself, to make it a prisoner inside my little soul. And I, feeling Its Love, from within Its same Love, unleashed my love toward the One who so much Loved me, and I longed for Its New blowing Breath of Love, to say to It, with more intense affection: “I love You.” 

It seemed to me that the Desire of the Divine Will to be loved is so great, that It Itself places in the soul the dose of Its Love, to make Itself Loved, and then It waits for the love of the creature, to be able to say to her: “How happy I am that you Love Me.” But while I was thinking of this, my adored Jesus, making His little visit, told me: 

“My daughter, you must know that Our Love gives of the Incredible. 

Our Divine Will is the Spy of the creature. 

And It keeps spying to see when she is disposed to receive Its blowing Breath of contained Love, because It knows that the creature does not possess a great quantity of Divine Love—she just has a particle of the Infinite Love from when she was Created. 

And if it has not been nourished, it is like the fire when it is under the ashes, such that, while the fire exists, the ashes keep it covered and repressed, in a way that it cannot even make its heat felt.

Human love We do not want... 

and therefore Our Divine Will uses Its Loving Stratagems, It spies on the dispositions, and It blows. Its blowing Breath, like light breeze, puts to flight the ashes that the human will has produced, the particle of Our Infinite Love is Revived—it lights up. 

My Divine Volition continues to blow and It adds more Divine Love. The soul feels herself being emptied, warmed, she experiences the coolings of Love, and from within the particle of the Infinite Love that she p.o.s.s.é.s.s.e.s., she Loves Us, and she gives Us, as her own, Our Divine Love.

[30.1.1932]